Purpose
Are you are tired of holding it together, yet on the inside you are unsettled and long for more?
Where do you go?
Who can relate?
Who is safe to discuss this vulnerable process with?
Where do you start?
It starts when we get honest with ourselves.
When I was honest with myself, I admitted to myself the storms going on inside me. I began the process of walking away from the heaviness, shame, business and turmoil in my life.
I walked towards the unknown, I didn’t know what I needed or how it was going to happen. All I knew is that my life needed to change and I needed to be the one to initiate that.
All I had was the belief that something greater was for me.
It was stronger than the fear of the unknowns. I asked and searched for answers. They came. In many unexpected ways.
I have to say that when I started this process I thought that the transformational change I needed would happen first within my external circumstances and relationships in order for things to begin to change me on the inside. (I was not introduced or aware of my ego yet)
It worked out to be the exact opposite. The journey took me on such a radical internal transformation that was beautiful, unexpected, painful at times yet, so rewarding because I saw real change. This honesty transformed me, my marriage, my parenting, and my friendships.
Join me in my journey as I share how I began to walk away from performance, began releasing myself from my expectations I assumed were placed on me, embraced what I really wanted and how I became introduced to who I really am.
This is life and its fullness! Not perfection. I have not arrived. I just began to really live.
How you feel alive and thrive for life is specific for you. Ways I can express that emotion of feeling alive is connecting to that moment when we take that first sip of our favourite drink when it’s time to unwind. The emotion that fills your soul when you are leaving a stressful week behind and you settle into your happy place for some time off. The genuine emotion that music brings you when you hear your favourite song play. Where you stop what you are doing to savour the moment. (I totally do that… when I am having drinks with my friends I have been known to stop mid conversation & move to the beat in my chair. Technically a dance party should have started. It is the perfect moment).
Out of these moments of personal happiness, flows contentment and joy. These moments we need more of and they need no apology or explanation! It’s time to embrace your awesome and be unashamed of that expression!
This is a passion burning inside me. To relate. Be honest with you about my story with hopes to inspire you to feel alive from the inside through recognizing and connecting to your deep desires inside.